It seems that other people think more about divinity and puzzle their mind with it, more than I do.
Marcus Aurelius inspired me to these thoughts. Why was a Roman emperor thinking about God so much? He was talking about making every move of yours in accordance to God.
But every move is quite perfect. Our microcosmos is insignificant in the terms of size in comparison to the rest of the universe. But the capacity of the universe within our mind is amazing!
When I was a teenager, and angry I was a nihilist (in a sense) and an atheist. My mind was permanently altered through experience, that I know now, that there is God. In an agnostic sense of that meaning.
I remain without a religion, but I refuse to reject divine presence in me, for I felt it. Just seems as we seem to forget it occasionally.