I love the freedom when I blog on whatever crosses my mind, and since this is my personal blog, I ain't gonna be holding back, see me letting it go…
It's like a decade since I was in Greece… It's so different. How do I feel? Liberated, because I let it go… I am such a control freak in a way, but I just need to focus on what and who I really am, instead of trying to grasp control over everything and stumbling my ego over bullshit. I am following my path, that's what makes me so extraordinary. And I just realized when you are on your way, there's nothing that can stop you…
What I seem to forget quite often is to relax and enjoy the ride. I used to be so stuck up and it's down to me to amp up and relax. If I didn't decide to do so, now I would be really angry with myself for bashing my head over things that don't concern me.
One of the most important things is to have a hold on yourself and being on your own path. When you aren't it's just illusion of living. I can just explain the emotion that I had this weekend, when I felt at ease with myself… At this very moment I feel carefree and my heart is filled with joy… Because I've let it go… Don't try to control it, it's life… You can't get a hang of it… It has it's ups and downs. Take care of what you can… Rest is up to the world… It's similar emotion as in the American Beauty, one of the movies that you just need to watch…
When you learn that you don't have control over things you start to react in unpredictable way, making you awake. And when you are awake, world has this glow, which we don't seem to see in our day to day lives.. It's filled with energy bursting from life and bursting from color… And my heart is filled and flowing from emotions…
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