Journal

Feeling blessed to have this garden a short walk from my residence.

What do I think of this iPad? I really enjoy it, and Apple managed to sucker me into yet another device. Perhaps because it is new, it has that novelty factor, but it really grew onto me. So what should I do? It is a tax deductible, so it dumps down my profits, signfiicantly. But should I really spend it on that? Should I stick with my old one? The issue with the old one is selling it. I am here, kicking it off, writing for sure.

Whatever I say, I think this iPad is a good writing machine. The primary reason why I spent $1700 for this piece of shit, is so that I can lay down and create content. So content that I create makes it worthawhile, and if I start creating enough of this content while I am chilling, than it really will be worth it. I am also starting to realize that this is my new laptop, and I do like working on it, as well as spending time on it.

If that isn’t worth it, I don’t know what is! Creating content currently is probably the best thing that I can devote my time to. Putting the words out is probably the best way I can connect to others, and doing that completely passively. I remember when I was writing my first blog back in 2006, and I was getting people to read my stuff. And now it’s been 15 years or so, since I’ve published my first article, and I find that blogging became my unyielding habit, that this iPad is actually extrapolating, making it even more convenient, and of higher quality. I believe that this machine created some value that I didn’t have before, and that’s the capability to transform casual time, into productive time.

Ultimately I am rationalizing my emotional decision, and seems that it grew on me, so seems like I will hang on to it, and force myself to utilize the most out of it that I can.

If the era of the fake news has taught us about lies, imagine how much it teaches us about fake history. We are living in the dogmas of the ruling elite, and we stubbornly act to defend it. People do not know much, but their psychology is completely hijacked. If you want to have a winners mentality, your mind needs to question the unquestionable, operate with the belief that everything we hold true is a lie, and act accordingly.

Your world view is everything, and you need to challenge it, so it operates in a way that is productive and productive for you. Not all lies need to be demystified, and telling the truth when everyone else believes lies with strong emotions can be quite dangerous. Truth is not virtuous, when it is harming you. Actions that deliberate your own self advancement are what counts. Your own actions should be concealed yet reveal your true strength and purpose.

I said some stupid shit, because I believed in the truth, but my entire heritage could be broken to pieces because of saying the truth. While I do not advocate for lying, staying quite, and not being loud about self evident truths is probably the best way to protect oneself.

But your first step, when waking up from the Matrix is to realize that you can’t talk people out of the Matrix. There are things that are simply dangerous to say, and if you encounter those things, mearly observe them. What happens to these people that are speaking out, is what could well happen to you, if you chose to follow this path.

You don’t really need to go far to see people that are being de-platformed, antagonized, and pushed off of the internet. Terrible things happen to those that speak the truth.

Don’t be one of those people that go silently into the dark. Do not let these vile forces push you into an oblivion and censorship. Your life force has much more to offer by fighting silently. Claim victories against those that censor, by exposing them briefly, verbally, in darkness. All these little cuts do add up, and we are all a part of this fight.

Make other people aware by showing them the obvious inconsistencies in the environment. Expose those that harm others, but do it silently. Your word face to face, holds more value And Power, than any social media post. The silent revolution begins, stay protected.

Reeder is one of my favorite apps, as it gives me a stream of curated news. But despite the fact that I read a lot of media, one of the things I’ve noticed is that I am extremely resistant and stubborn when it comes to acceptance of any information as truthful.

My reality confirmation bias is getting stronger and stronger on this issue, so I just want to ensure that I somewhat keep the open mind that sometimes media could get it right. The fact to the matter is, they do get it right in the rare occasion when they accidentally align the truth and the narrative.

Reeder helps me in observing multiple narratives at the same time, and seeing how they clash, and construct a more complex world view. In social setting information is becoming a part of the reality. Sometimes what we think happened is in fact the reality.

Producing a lot of words is not a challenge anymore. Having my mind remain disciplined and streamlined in the direction of the thoughts I want to explore is. I am glad that I habitually write, but if it is of no value to others, it doesn’t really matter if I write or not.

Additionally, nothing really matters if I don’t hit that publish button. But even that seems to be increasing in frequency. The goal is to express, educate, gain & maintain trust. You achieve such things by holding yourself accountable to the things you advise your audience to do.